I know I shouldn't be like this...but I just can't help it. This is not even a breakup or a relationship issues. It is just me. Me me me. Why do I have to be like this? She's just not interested in me, I knew it. I have been hurt so many times...maybe without her knowing.
I have never felt unhappy like this for so long. Waves and waves of blade making new cuts everytime...even though I have expected that to happen. But I just let myself getting hurt.
Am I insecure? Am I such a wimp? Unfortunately, even after reading advices from here and there, it seems that I have fallen into what they call "nice" guy category. I am allowing myself to put her on a pedestal...when I thought I was doing it right.
Should I just try and forget her and man up? Or should I just continue? And probably end up getting more heartbreaks? I am so inexperienced when it comes to this. I don't know whom should I seek for answers.
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